dear journal ,
i've got many things to tell euu . my lyfe seem more lonely day by day as i'm gettin older . i've to support my ownself from now onwards . it's realie damn hard . now i knew how my parent support my us . the 1mth salary , seriouly talk , not enuf . eventhough its big money . damn ! haiz .i've beem enjoying myself . haiz . the day i get my pay , i gave my mom some and my god mother , my adk sayang , nonet . coz' i staying their house . tak sedap hati kalau tak kasi . ryte ? wanna buy hp , not enuf . sedih siak ! go karoake the next day . on tat day i was so sicked . i'm havin cough , flu and my tekak its realie pain . nak nyanyi suare rabak siak . but still nyanyi . wanna rilex my mind, to forget the sweet and bitter memory . but dere's some reason tat made mye reali down . abt a jiwang song . i mean love song . realie feel hurt . i can feel it when every music start . wah ! damn ! while i was singing tgere tis one part bibik talk abt faizal saying tat " ct faizal dah patch ngan nuri tau . " my face changed . somemore i was singing called TABAH . dawn . i wanna cried but i tahan till i can't take it anymore i when outside the GRANDLINK building and cried. so hurtful . but i wish he could stick to one . but neva will i forgive him and neve he will get a perfect gal till he changed . this i swear in a name of ALLAH . stop it ct ! nehmind lah . after karaoke , we went home. actually , i forget wat happen this few weeks abt wat happen thiz few days . otak blank . taip - tiap hari werk . tats y i dunnoe wat to type abt my journal . onky god knew . :)
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