Retro Hyra lah!

2010-03-19T01:22:00.001-07:00

dirynya sahaje sudah cukup untuk bahagiakan diry ku .

ntah , kenape dye dpt bahagiakan aku . tidak sape yg dpt haty melainkan dye . aku akn berikan
keinginan dye .ku janji .

jiwang2 lak .
klah . otak blank ny !

2010-03-13T21:11:00.001-08:00

takdir yang menentukan dugaan yang tak disangka !!!
dimana kamu berada , aku akn tetap menantimu .
i swear i make eu the last love and i promise i'll get the stupid shit people get ride of eu larling !!!
mmmmuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaakkssss !!!

hyra MISHH ???

2010-03-13T20:51:00.000-08:00

Hyra and azhar

listen,

hyra cayang azhar ??? YESH !! he just remind mye of my ferst ex .
he act the same .. i cant do anyting but accept the fact ! i really do love the way he is .
his my eveyting . eventought we are still new in our relationship but i found his the best !! so much tink happen but i've forgive and forget . his the best of all . i know one day i'll get all my wishes come true . we promise to stay longer . its all in god hands . ! i do hope so .

HANYA ENGKAU YANG SATU

hanya engkau yang satu ,
yang bertahta dihaty ku ,
hanya namamu yang ku sebut selalu .

saat kau pergi jauh ,
tak tertahan menanggung rindu ,
kau pujaan kalbu hingga keakhir hayat ku ....

chourus

engkau yang satu....
tiada dua ....
pimpimlah tanganku ....
bersama kita melintasi api asmara .....

selamilah jiwaku ,
fahamilah perasaan ku ,
takberniat untuk melupakan mu , wahai kekasihku .
siang dan malam , ku panjangkan doa ,
agar hubungan kita akn kekal selamanya .....

********
reapet chourus

forgive me ; be with you

2009-10-19T09:37:00.000-07:00

listen ,

i reallyhavin a hard tyme with all sort thing ! no lyfe at all . i cnt take it anynome siak ! today after cum back frm home i fight with my mom abt MONEY ! i realie angry with her . i had no money at all . realie damn sick and tired . she asked mye to get out of this hse . i said to her tat i dun wanna be rude to her but she forced mye too ! i felt lonely sey . no one knew hw i feel . i dunnoe who , where and whom am i goanna share with . haish ! anw just nw after my lesson i went to TAMPINES to mit hassan but some how i waited fer hyme fer abt hours but no sence of hyme . i msg hyme and kol he didn't pick up . fucked siak ! den i msg hyme saying tat i nid to go werk . i've no tyme fer hyme and he replied short and simple : eu just proceed to werk dulu kay , jumpe i bsk . tc . muarkz . : aper maksud siak ?? pikir aku angjing dye per ?? dalah ku stree ! zack neva called mye fer 1 day and till today i'm still waiting fer hyme to called ! i realie do ish his voice siak ! btw i fall in lurve with hym ebut some how his attach , i wanna confess ti hyme but i've no face siak ! help mye peers ! hymphh ! lyfe nid to move on . i realie nid hyme at this hard moment ! oh GOD ! i hope eu listen ti wat i've say . i nid hyme ! thx you ! i'm confuse in my relationship sheyy ! i dunnoe y am i keep tinkin of my ex when i'm with zack ! his different ! i hope he know tat i'll always luve hyme no matter wat ! i dun care wat others say , I'M GONNA BE WITH YOU , BE WITH YOU !

kay lah , till here den .

lotsalove

hyra

kecoh2 raye !

2009-09-23T10:31:00.000-07:00

listen ,

hyra mish all my frewn .

to all the muslim ,

selamat hari raye maaf zahir dan batin kay !!!

syg kamu bngt2 .

kepade cyg hyra ,

maaf seandainye hyra jahat atau buat bende yg tk suke tlg maafkn

hyra , murahkn rezeki hyra kay . halal makan dan minum hyra .

dan byk lagy .

takaire !

lotsalove

hyra

move on hyra

2009-09-01T10:26:00.000-07:00

listen,

hyra now trying to move on and change fer the betta .
i can't pressure myself just to waet fer hyme .
he's attached ! eventhougt i love hyme alot but it is in god hand .
finding the perfect on is really hard . the main thing now is i'm changing !
hyra now da tak lepak-lepak agy . after skool jer , straight wen back home ,
rest and prepared fer werk . gytu kan best ! now days the two and only person who make
mye . NUFA & BOI ZACK a.k.a faizal .

2009-08-21T11:01:00.000-07:00

listen ,

atlast gat to upload. hees .

ny pat boonkeng . kite lepak- lepak at blk 19 .

we watched takraw friendly match .
best ! abg khamis jap-jap ngaok hyra .

hyra shy sheyy . hees . this picture was taken on tuesday .

forget . neh mind . next story ->

listen,

on 9th august , supperclub lah kan .

neva get a chance to watched a fire works .

so sad siak ! i'm workin on tat day itself ! f*** !

but nehmind ! i reakie enjoy pt supperclub .

but not so . eu wanna noe y , coz hyra stim power sheyy !

hyra couldn't dance ! over dere was so hot and stim naek siak !

hyra vomit many tyme until about 3 plus den stim down .

mendak siak ! nk joget jer jatuh ! hyra gyle siak !

hees . but it was great ! i met my old frewns alot .

bdk2 bonkeng pun ader . and the happiest thing is ,

i saw my old SCANDAL ! i'm so happy . hees !

mish hyme alot siak ! next story lah ->

listen ,

ny on monday yaw . hyra get to eat ice kacang !

my favourite dessert ! at last ! hees .

i shared with nufa and nurul ! hees .

it was a fun gathering at cafe 1 !

macam macam berlaku . hyra lupe sheyy sejak

dua menjak jarang update blog ! kwang !

next story ->

listen ,

now about hyra kay peers!

hyra got many story happen taw . hymphh .

hari raye puase pun da tibe . hyra harap semau berubah kay .

jangan notty taw kawan2 . hyra mish all hyra nye kawan .

tdy pat keje was a fun day utk hyra . semua keep cubit cubit hyra !

so touching ryte ? all of dem sayin tat they mish hyra alot !

since hyra got fired they really mish hyra jokes .

fraida keep lookin at mye sheyy ! she said tat i become more fast and active .

so happy sheyy !

kaylah ! selabat sahur yer !!!

I WISHED TAT I GOT THE BETTA GUY !

I WISHEDHE WAS LYJE MY FERST EX !

I MISH ALL THOSE DAY !

I WISH I COULD TURN THE CLOCK !

MISH MY BABY ! MY BABY TAT I ABORT !

REALIE SUX !

BUT LYFE HAVE TO GO ON !

WANNA CHANGE TO A BETTA GURL !

HYRA MOVE ON !!

rara livin in a sad werl .

2009-08-17T03:42:00.000-07:00

listen ,

so long hyra didn't update blog coz no tyme .

hyra get back to work already . actully i got fired .

but yesterday was a happy day fer mye . before yesterday ,

i wanna shared you about what happen .

firstly , i went to esplanade with baby .

we tought on tat day got fire werk but tkder sey .

stupid batu ! bedek kan kite sey . tkper- tkper . its okay .

eventhought it was the two of us , still we had fun .

we sat infront of the water front . smokin and chit chattin .

while we chat i receive a msg from my 3rd x ,

i'm so happy sey . and recived a msg from chok . hees .

i'm so happy siak ! i was so happy and i talk

loudly until a preety young lady laught at mye .
hahahha . " hyra beyloo siak " we sat there till 10 plus .

we walked away from dere . nufa wanna mit mye . so i went to zac's cafe to mit her . we walked from esplanade to jln pinang ! boleh

tahan jauh sey ! wawawa . da sampai kite jumpe abg kamal .

chit chat with hyme smapi nufa buat closin !

i walked to the main road and eu noe

wat happen but before at i told euu guys before ,

i had a fight with my supervisor . kay kay .

lets continue the story . fraida saw mye outside the cafe and

she shouteh at my and said " you come here to show ur face is it ?

" i got angry and shouted back at her ,

i said " who want to see ur face , i want to c nufa face !

" hahahx . in my heart said if she come near mye i will slap her face .

i ralie angry siak ! nehmind , lets forget it !

yesterday , she sms mye , she said " can you come down ,

i want to talk to you . " i got shocked ! and i reply

" you hate me and you want mye to come down .

okay , i come . " i come down and she talked

to mye nicely and i' happy . she take me back to werk .

so this 22nd august i start werkin .

my love ,

i realie mish you . even fer a second i will still dream of you .

NUH , even we only togrther fer only 2 weks .

my heart will still wat fer you .

you shine mye more than my two x .

i swear , i love you . it doesn't matter how hard it takes .

to mye lets forget about everytink and move on .

we are still frewn . i know we willl patch back come other day .

now we can't coz both of us r busy . no tyme to spent tyme .

i'm so sorry kay . love euu !!

2009-08-08T12:04:00.000-07:00

listen ,

hyra woke up arnd 11 plus . check hp , received a msg from netty . so i bath get ready and before 12.45 i went out of the house . we plan to mit at bugis , so we mit dere infront of the burger king . my spot . hees . so it's easy . hahax ! reached dere , netty still haven't reached so while waitin fer her , i bought myself a bottle of drink which is milk tea . MY FAVOURITE ! *smile * and a lighter . since i have a ciggrate but no lighter at 7 eleven . went out of the store , dere she is . we take smoky smoky fer awile and dash go jalan- jalan ! bought fer her pants and shirt but neva bought fer myself coz dunnoe wat to buy . beyloo lah hyra ! hes . tired of walkin , i've got hungry , so we went to eat at TONG SENG . netty order mee seafood and a drink of milo iced and mye order slice fishsoup wiht rice and a drink of horlick iced ! hees . while we eating , we talked about the past . it was a vey happy day . at last i've got to mit her . ~smile~ best taw . die yelah cuzzin tersayang taw . **huggie** till here lah peers . i;m tired !

sayang , asl tk reply my msg , ny mesty mak eu pimjam ur hp . susuh sey nak contact eu . eu noe wat . day by day , my love towards eu is gettin more and more . waduh ! can't believe i felt tiz way siak ! how eyk 1 i neva love him and eva mish hyme but nw i feel it ! hyra notty eyk !

lotsalove
retro hyra RARA

my story ; missin eu

2009-08-07T12:32:00.000-07:00

listen ,

it has been a long tyme i neva update my blog lah . busy sheyy .
haish . too many story to type . nehmind , type about today lah kay .
suppose , i've to go skool tpy tk menjady . i wake up late den semua org lmbt ,
so yarh . i did'nt go . hahax . beyloo lah kan . da bgn kol nufa ,
we mit up . askin her to mit at my house since she wanna bath first
before we go bedok to take my salary . once we r done ,
before 3pm we went out . once we reached ,
we quickly went to the STANDARD CHARTED BANK to take my salary .
after all done , we went to bugis . jln jln lah kan . hehe .
i bored new cloth . hehe . hapie lah kn .
da puas jln - jln , kite gy mkn . heheh .
mkn pt QI JI WATEVER IT IS , I FORGET THE NAME OF THE FOOD PLACED !
hahahx . realie not in a mood to eat . i dunnoe y sheyy .
tinkink abt the past and my BF . damn sakit haty .
we sat dere until i didn't realise its goin to 6pm .
i've to go werk . before finished up my food ,
fraida my supervisor called . hahax .
quickly i open my mouth big - big and chew up the popiah .
hahax . selenger lah hyra ! waduh ! walked as fast as i could
to JLN PINANG ! hahax . da sampai jer tukar to uniform n settle .
after werk i ask nufa to accompany mye to
my dad werk placed at KHANDAHAR STREET ,
nt far frm our werk placed just behind SULTAN MOSQUE .
reached dere , stupid dad not dere . i was very angry .
i called him lyke wanna die . wait fer atleast 20 min ,
dere he is . i knock the door and show him my hand sign
to come out frm the office . hahax .
i scolded him saying tat " where have euu been ? ,
i've waited fer such a long tyme ."hahahax" i laughed !
i gave hyme 50bucks and went off frm dere .
took bus at bugis street wif nufa . i took 63 home .
i've to wait fer 9mins fer 63 . so i waited .
dere it goes , my bus come . hug nufa and went in the bus .
soon goin to reached ubi, i called nufa .
she answered the called , den eu noe wat happen ?
she said her last bus finished . i told her ,
jus come to my place , 63 still have .
so yarh she take 63 . i told her once eu reached msg mye .
abt 15mins later she reached. i accompany her under
my block till hes dad come and fetched her .
quite long we waited . ard 2 plus her dad reached .
before she went off , i told her to msg mye before she go JOHOR !
goin to mish her ! haish ! hees .

TO MY LOVE,
im happie today i get to text eu syg .
i realie piss off with hyme since he didn't cnct mye fer such a long tyme .
i realie mish hyme so much .
he say i must changed.
ican't go to club whre he himself nt goin to tiz place .
i try kay dear ?
just mish hyme alot .

TO SOMEONE I CAN'T FORGET ,

ku cuba tampamu disisi
u cuba tampa hidup denganmu
meskipun ku tak mampu
lupakn mu . kekasihku .
ku tampamu dihati
ku cuba berhenti merinduikan mu
ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu .
selamanye .
seditik ini . ketika ini .
ku masih memikirkn mu.
dimanakah dirimu kini.
JEJAKA lamaku ...

thanx fer your love x .
damn love eu till now
reali can't move but i try !

2009-07-30T00:16:00.000-07:00

after werking , we have no plan at all but it was wenesday nytes . we plan wanna go ST JAMES . just sit outside dere . i can't gi in coz im under aged . fuck argg ! nufa was allow to go in . but seem from our werking place we couldn't fine any bus goin to VIVO CITY . so yarh , from JLN PINANG we walked to CLARK QUAY . my leg was damn tiring but wat to do i still continue walking . finally we reaches dere . we find a place to sit . so i said to nufa we sit naer my old werk place dere . so yarh . den she said tat she forget den i said remember the day we wanna go club wif v and faizal semua . oh yarh ! she remember . hees . we sat dere fer all while . den feel bored , we went to mc donalds and eat !! bwey later i continue the story !! nk klaur arghh ! da lmbt .

2009-07-21T11:03:00.001-07:00

hey hey hey , we went to shisha after i finished my werk . suar suar suar . i clearly remember wat happen on tis day . firstly before goin to shisha , i and nonet go to boon keng ferst . i wanna meet sir at T-net . wanna dicuss abt my school project . so yarh . reached dere .. sit fer awhile den few minute later , si suar dtg ; faizal lah !! masuk jer pikir sitikus ! babi nye jantan ! damn . realie make me sick with all his word . so i tell sir i wanna sit in his offive and dicuss inside there . so i and sir went in left nonet outside . still tat fucker disturb mye !! geram geram geram ! hees . sir tell mye to ignored hyme but i can't . he infront of the mirror . den i heard he say to nonet : sti bbual ngan sir buat aper siak ? sir nye besar pe!! " said fazial . suar suar . i realie wanna cry . dye ckp aku ex paling sial ! den dye ckp klu aku pregnat anak dye . dye tkkn nk mengaku tu anak dye and more he say dun spoiled his relationship with nuri ! sorie i won't . i'm not tat stupid . if he happy i'll be happy too . ryte ! stupid guy . so yarh ! after dicussing abt the project , its tyme fer mye to go werk . i dun wann fight with faizal so i beg sir to sent me to the front door . i hate hyme ! babi ! before i wann go werk , i say to nonet : aku gy keje duku kay , pape kol tmpt keje aku taw . gy dulu . " i said . nonet say " okay ." but ny faizal penyampuk ckp nk gy keje gy jer lah , tkyh nk bilang . den i shout " aku nye pasal ugk sia . lgy pun aku tk bbual ngan kaw suar " i shout . den i went off frm dere . ! haiz ! so till here . after werk gy isap shisha den asyraf semua . asyraf realie irritating siak . keep on saying . I LOVE YOU to mye . damn ! realie sia ! hahax . main jeling jeling ngan dye . isap shisha sampai kul 3 lebih den ton boonkeng . pade arab street kite jln kaki alek siak ! penak siol . tkper atleast okay . stakat boonkeng jer . hees .. klah lah . tored sheyy . chalobeteh !

lotsalove

hyra

2009-07-21T10:13:00.001-07:00

CANDID ; stupid mye !

After a long tyme of holiday and most of all we seldom see each other and yeah tiz is the tyme we back together back ! damn ! mish all of euu siak . kecholah kan . after scholl we take picture and in the class olso . hees . nothing to do kan . sumore our subject teacher is teaching we can took picture here and dere . i mish skolin . now i wanna proof to my teacher tat im still a school gal tat still wan to study . hehehe . just c . bwey my class arrendance is gettin betta . thx to all my frewn who suppirt mye . EXPECIALLY my love one ; siti nurulruzaimah , siti nur afifah , taufiq , nonet , bibik , norul izzati , kamelia and my dad ! love all of eu !

lotsalove

hyra

2009-07-21T10:04:00.000-07:00

hymphh , ny pat st'james , sorie guy my face damn stupid . i'm so tired atfer dance on the podium . wawawa . bwey i tell eu wat happen on tiz day. so yarh . no nid to type panjang - panjang .

lotsalove

hyra

rynn ; miss euu

2009-07-21T09:33:00.000-07:00

i'm so belo .

hyra & rynn

waitin fer rynn

goin out .

rynn makeup fer me

swit kn ?

i can't remember which day and date it is . tpy fun gyler . ferst tyme umpe rynn !! rindu rynn sey . when i walk with her , most of the ppl say she is my clone ! hahaha . gyler .we go tengok bola at pioneer . hees . lepas tu alek . tpy gerek . b4 tat i and nufa clp over her house . gerek . hehehe . till here . ny da lamer . tpy aru nak update lah kn !

lotsalove

hyra

I HATE EUU ; FUCK !!

2009-07-10T09:51:00.000-07:00

I HATE EUU SOO MUCH !

TEASE MYE WITH ALL THE BAD WORD .

EUU NEVE NOE HOW HURT AM I !

EUU NEVE NOE HOW MUCH I SPENT MY TYME JUST FER EUU BUT EUU JUST TREAT MYE LYKE A BARBIE DOLL !

DAMN !

i dunnoe wat to say but i knew u'll get the returns back from ALLAH !

SUBBAHANNALLAH !

tkper lah . euu patch back with your love one already per , NURI kan ??

haiz ! nehmind ! nk jealous kan aku pat balai ! hahaha . aku cemburukan kaw dengan contact budak anugerah CHIRUL ! hahahah . tpy aper aku kesah .

kumbang buakn seekor lah eyh !

tkder nonok tk maty ! masih hidup .

cume kaw tunngu jer balasan dari tuhan .

watever it is my love to euu gettin lesser.

hahahahah

lotsalove

hyra

mish euu .

2009-07-07T12:25:00.000-07:00

i swear to every of my word i mish eu . my ferst x . reliea when i look at our picture and falshed back , eu make me cry . eu noe all about me . eu give me the true love but y must eu live me after wat eu've done towards me . i'm still waitin fer eu eventhough we lost contact . only god noe how hard i live without eu till now i can survive . i love eu alot . even when i say i hate eu but i can't do tat much . out of sudden i mish euu . tats all hafiz !! i dunnoe awt to say . too painful .

120707 - 120309 ; the past

2009-07-07T11:07:00.000-07:00

hey guys i found my memory card . when i looked wats was in dere, it was my memory with my ferst X . my heart beating so fast as if i was still with hyme . i mish the oldern day . i love hyme alot . too much pain . but wat to do its past . i feel lyke crying . damn ! so much pain . i can feel it . it is so hard fer mye to forget eu when i flashed back those memory .

MEMORY OF YOU !

you've been gone for quite some time

but the memory of you still lives on

it seems just like yesterday you left

my heart can still feel the pain

every birthday

every holiday
i wish i could spend with you

like the many years before

now i can only share these days with

the memory of your hugs

your voice

the memory of you

i still cry at night

as i think of the past

of all the memories we had

even the ones that were once so faint

they stand out more than ever

you've been gone for quite some time

but the memory of you still lives on

with me!

shoppin at bugis .

2009-07-07T10:05:00.000-07:00

dear journal ,

suppose i've to get ready fer school after nurul wake me up . she will called mye 1hrs before school start . i picked her fone called , but the reason is after i talk to her , i went back to sleep . damn ! i'm surely she will be angry at mye . hahaha . its okay . i was damn sleepy and tired b'coz i'm werkin . haiz ! den i woke up at 4pm, stupid little sister knock the house door lyke mad gal . if not i won't be awake . i guess so . hees ! i open the door went to the kitchen , find food . i took 2 slice of bread spread with butter and kaya and put in a oven fer 5min . 5min up , i eat the bread with a cruncy sound . wah ! so delicious ! hehehe . mad hyra ! i was so bored at home so after eaten ny bread i called nufa asking her to acompany me to bugis . i wanna shoppin . so we plan to mit dere in front of burger king . she reached dere ferst so she have to wait fer me . i was a bit late . so so so sorry nufa . :) so damn hard to find a simple cloth fer mye to wear . nufa was so tired unil she say " i wanna die soon . my leg goin to break . " hahaha , i laughed . kite pusing -pusing setengah mampus but still i have'nt find wat to buy on tat day it self . 2 hrs later i was give up , i buy a retro dress . hees. after i bought , we sat infront of burger king , i ligth one stick of ciggirate . we chit -chat abt the past . guess wat , while we was talkin i saw spain and v . i was so shocked . i look at dem without a smile . they also sombong so wat do i care . but , hymph ! nehmind . after smoke we went to eat and tats all . tired . till here den !

lotsalove
▌║▌║RETRO єяяα Иσstα▌║▌║

long tyme .

2009-07-06T10:30:00.000-07:00

dear journal ,

i've got many things to tell euu . my lyfe seem more lonely day by day as i'm gettin older . i've to support my ownself from now onwards . it's realie damn hard . now i knew how my parent support my us . the 1mth salary , seriouly talk , not enuf . eventhough its big money . damn ! haiz .i've beem enjoying myself . haiz . the day i get my pay , i gave my mom some and my god mother , my adk sayang , nonet . coz' i staying their house . tak sedap hati kalau tak kasi . ryte ? wanna buy hp , not enuf . sedih siak ! go karoake the next day . on tat day i was so sicked . i'm havin cough , flu and my tekak its realie pain . nak nyanyi suare rabak siak . but still nyanyi . wanna rilex my mind, to forget the sweet and bitter memory . but dere's some reason tat made mye reali down . abt a jiwang song . i mean love song . realie feel hurt . i can feel it when every music start . wah ! damn ! while i was singing tgere tis one part bibik talk abt faizal saying tat " ct faizal dah patch ngan nuri tau . " my face changed . somemore i was singing called TABAH . dawn . i wanna cried but i tahan till i can't take it anymore i when outside the GRANDLINK building and cried. so hurtful . but i wish he could stick to one . but neva will i forgive him and neve he will get a perfect gal till he changed . this i swear in a name of ALLAH . stop it ct ! nehmind lah . after karaoke , we went home. actually , i forget wat happen this few weeks abt wat happen thiz few days . otak blank . taip - tiap hari werk . tats y i dunnoe wat to type abt my journal . onky god knew . :)

lotsalove
RETRO єяяα Иσstα

OMG , i kissed a bush !

2009-07-02T09:12:00.000-07:00

01092009 , wednesday .

firstly , i woke up arnd 8 plus in the morning . guess wat ? going fer swimming with nufa . hees . i slept her house at woodlands . so we get our things ready . we bath and abt 9 plus we reached at the wooldland swimming complex . hees . so yarh . we enjoy swimming dere . so much fun . we finish swimming at 11 . den we took a shower at live tat place arnd 12 plus . after swimmimg we go eat at banquet . after eating. kite jln-jln jap . den i've to go werk . i to i start werk at 5 . wah damn ! i'm late in my heart said . i reached werk at 6 . 10 pm . i reached werk , i checked my schelde but eu noe wat ?? i start at 6 pm . hahahax , laughed . den i tok to my supervisour at tiz . shelaughed at me saying tat i mad . babi btul tu pmpn . so yarh . werk till closing which is at 11pm . so tired ! after werk i can't wait to go CLUBBING at ST JAMES . happienye . so after the closing i ruched to catched the train . reached at habourfront ternmpk nufa sheyy. actuallylang dier umpe at cntrl station byler da sampai skali terserempak pt dlm train . alhamdullillah . :) da sampai ST' JAMES raser gementar sheyy . psl im using my couzin sister ic . so i've to remember the particular. kwang kwang kwang . so byler da pat entrance situ da seram nak mampus . skali check-check , bounser tk check . psl dye tutp sebelah mater . wowo ! it was my ferst tyme msk club st james . so jakun and beyloo jap . huahuahua . so sampai jer i and nufa gy ambek minom dulu . kasi mabuk den joget . so minum , all the i draged till habiz . hees . mabuk jap jer . den ader budak bush kenal-kenal . okay lah dye but bored . tak high byler dekat ngan dye . hahahah . gatal siak hyra . suar betul. da habis minum , joget-joget den naek atas podiam and it was my ferst tyme naek atas podiam dance till braper jam all the way pat atas . den kene grine and budak bush . and guess wat . i was mabuk she kissed me and i was shock . den ter SL ngan dye . !!! OMG !!! hyra, stop it kay ! lagy pu tak sadar siak . den got tiz one bush tat i noe . she same skoll as me . she pun grine with me . i luke her sheyy . so kiyuet ! cair siak joget ngan kagy satu bush . and wah ! damn ! got one gay took my picture coz' she shouted and say wow !! eu sexy and flexible ! i paisey siak ! semua laki looked at me atsa podium . i anyhow siak joget . kaki da penat ber jam- jam pat atas . but i also not in a mood to dance coz' i fight with nonet and bay . they tink i forget den since i together back with nufa . haiz ! nah don't tok abt tiz . wat i knew i enjoy alot !! sorri guys . malza nak type . till here den !!

don't promise me : fuck !

2009-06-27T20:24:00.000-07:00

27062008

there so much things i've to be done in one shot . and most i forget about at ma werk place got bufferbut i'dnt turn up. ma supervisor got angry and fired me . wah damn ! it make me more stress . i've to take MC to prove her tat im sick ! haiz . im sick and tired of ma ownself . erre hyra so stupid . OMG ! so on that day i go and watched siccer at pioneer which is sumwhre at the west side . BK GOMBAK vs HOME UNITED guess wat ,
i dunnoe which one to support so i just sat there support both team . yo aleh aleh !hees . hymphh ! sick there with nufa and rynn ! after soccer i've to go back home . reached home , i called nonet . she was damn angry with me . i fight with her . until we both have to admit both our mistake . most it's me . i lie to her fer some reason coz' i dun wanna hurt her . tat's all dear ! i can't bare to lose someone i love so i did tat but the matter of the fact . i did it the wrong way . i make the thing more worst . so stupid ryte ??. nah ! dun tok about tiz . make me sick . f****** sick !! hymph .bibik was so worried about me . hees . im sorry bibik. buat susuh bibik . kwang kwang kwang .hymphh , one more thing . da habuz bola tkder keje, i plan with nufa that i wanna message FAIZAL , SO YARH ! we msg him . he doesn't knew tat im the want to msg hyme . heheh . just plan to how how faithful and loyal when he we i msg him about maself to him . again he doesn't know i'm the one who msg him . firstly , i said to faizal eyh? he reply " yupp2 , to saper ? i reply " ni tina lah . matair ngan ice eyh? he reply " da break ugk . maner dpt numba ? i said " oukh gytu , playboy siak . aru matair den break . mepek sey . frm my bestie and she was ur ex . " he reply " hahakz ! caper sey ? " i reply " ct hyra lah " he reply " oukh si pmpn tu . kering ! " wah damn ! sakit haty siak . i reply " tak baek siak , btw asl brak ngan hyra ? " he reply " psl die tkder prasaan ! " kurang ajar ! bbual werl siak faizal . die tak sadar yang die tu tahu nak main pompan jer ! lagi tkder prasaan idop mgan playboy ! fuck him arghh ! pendekkan citer msg2 dier , talin abt me all the way ! lyke fuck ! ckp werl . he said he hate me fer some reason n the reason coz' i played timer ! n ntah eyk ! die pikir die hansome sangat ker ! *uck ah eyk ! penat sey layan die . last i was angry and frustratad so i msg him " asl eyk benci nah dgn hyra ! i hate those ppl lyke eu siak ! ssh dtg nye org ! da uh ! " .. im sorry stupid y ! fer me , i realie can't forget hyme sey . sumtyme the reason i can't move on is , i scared kene BUSTED ngan laki agu ! sakit siak haty ! tk snngp lagi to bare the pain ! when i tink bad he's good fe notin ! hanya ingain menyakiti hati pmpn ! FAIZAL IS A GUY THAT SWEET TALK MOTHER FUCKER ! dun trust tuz mamat tiger . till death i neva forgive him unless he changed ad last long with his gal ! sampai byler tuhan takkan maafkan laki kejan mcm kau samapi kaw sadar faizal ! da da hyra. stop taki abt tiz guy ! thx eyh ! tat song is fer you . PROMISE IN THE DARK !

faizal ; hafiz , listen

2009-06-27T12:58:00.000-07:00

Listen…

Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it
It’s the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it
This can’t work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

Listen…

I just don’t know what the problem is,
what the deal is Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don’t think I forgot
Because I really didn’t care if you’re lying a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so
long Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

So don’t promise me
So don’t promise me

a girl lyke me

2009-06-27T12:42:00.000-07:00

Story of my life Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door I
see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

2009-06-25T10:25:00.001-07:00

neva wiil i .

hanya kau.

eyloo dere ,

the picture i mixed up with others outing . no tyme to update sey . busy lah kan . it was all the unforgotten day! kechoreble lah kan .

LASTYLY ;

my kiyuet , switee & prettie picture

nufa ; i mish euu

2009-06-22T22:37:00.000-07:00

nufa i mish euu alot sheyy ! today i msh her saying tat. "hyra here, euu nga uat per?" she reply, "Tgh bareng2,jap agy nk gy tamp.mall jmpe kwn,btw,im pure les nw,n i wun b st8,although it may hurts,being senget." i was shocked sia. den i reply. "huh? nufa!!! euu promise me sey!!!! wat happen?? sdih sey i dgr. u hancurkan ma hope sey. " she said, "Onli gods noe,hw mis i am,twrds u,but teringat how dump u made me b4 dis,all da swit moments we had b4 trashd in da bin. . Btw i mis eu,baby stitch,yan,n arip!btw u ader num nurul,i ilang cos i da tkar num. Wad u pomise me pun gone to da drain,btw u aderh singlet itam tk?i nk pinjam sey,u werk-g tdae..? i reply , "hymphh . forget it ! wat past means past . i didn't dump euu but we just lost cnct fer a moment. both of us tibe2 snyp! mish euu too dear . nurul? i tkder hp . i forget her numba. if she called me i msg euu her numba aites. singlet itam? not so sure. i try carik aites. yupp2. im workin. mit me at ma werk if cn . wanna hug euu sey! she reply, "K btw nk jmpe nari?u keje nari ehk?pat ane ehk?nk jmpe jap?" i relpy, "if kan we mit ugk . u nak umpe ur kwn kan? we mit at bugis can? hees.." she reply, "Mane eu keje,gimme ur add cn?anti myb i ajak kwn i skali gy sane kot,so sng cn? u keje pat ane?kul rape u keje,jmpe pat werkplace eu skali lurh sng sey.." i reply, "i werk pat jln pinang. kul 5 i start. if can make it fast. mit at bugis dekat frm ma werk place. bwey u not wrkin anymore is it? " she reply, "Tk la anti i cite,beh jmpe dlm kul 3+ leh?pat bugis belah aner la sei,i nk keje sey,help me!i go fetch ma kwn pat tamp mall tau,den go bugis." i reply, "alryte. werk wif me. euu interview skali pat ma werk. they nid ppl. plsh. werk nan i. lepas rindu i . kwang. nk? 3plus? jgn lmbt kkies. mit pat bugis yng burger king situ. kkies? she reply; "Leh gak,i tk pasal..k.3-3.30,i jmpe u pat bugis burgerking situ. ." i reply, "alryte. nnti i nak kuar i kol euu kkies. bwey u got x-tra hp tk? ;P " she reply, "Tkde larh sei,hp i da bagy,ma father. .ehk u aderh aju singlet itam tk? " i reply, " oukh . alryte- alryte . belom carik . hees. nnti ader i kol euu byler i nak kuar uma. aites? " she reply, " Thx sygkush hyra!ct hanga2!haha,u mrh tk if i jmpe u i kis ya lips.tagg-g gtu..bukan sl." i reply, "hees. bluek !atlast i ketawe n hapie sey dpt rase euu hapie. hees ! dun mind . kate bestie lah kan ! muarkz! sure-sure can. she reply, "Yeweah!syg u,btw i jmpe kwn i lepas mit u larh sng..so i cn kis u puas2,n hug u too.i hepi nw!" i relpy " nehmind lah. mit ur fren dere and go bugis lah kan. jdy leh ajak kwn euu too jln-jln pat saner kkies." she reply, "Dye kate,dye ader presenta-n lmbt abes,dye skola poly,haiya,leceh amat!k i nk siap2,anti nk jmpe u nk 4 ma tmr b.b.q,n mlm nk gy club..jmpe u at 3.30.bk tc tau,cya! Agaknye,ade,p cnt pinjam akak i nye,larh sei." i reply , "kay-kay takaire. c ya.

tatsall!!
hope i get to take picture wif you dear nufa. love euu !!
*huggss** kississ**

lotsalove
▌║▌║RETRO єяяα Иσstα▌║▌║

medak siot

2009-06-21T12:14:00.000-07:00

sunday yaw !

so bored . i was so clppy at ma werk place . stupid of me . two days neva clp . hymphh . mendak siot . tak tahu aper nak write nie ! after werk go back straight . Ah ! aku makin MAMPAT siot . kene tegur ngan kawan-kawan . haiz . rabak ugk . atleast MAMPAT ! bukan gemok . der . end ma kurus lyfe . atleast naek badan ckit bagus . tak stress -stress mcm duku . adoi !

bwey ystrdy at about 10 plus i was findin ma retro lyfe image . here it goes . tiz are the tink tat i upload.

to jer !! ckit-ckit jer . malaz nak upload !

in the end

2009-06-20T16:41:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY,

bapak kau! hahaha ! before that , HAPPIE FATHER'S DAY ! sayang kamu banyak-banyak .

A Poem for My Father

Father, it was an honor to be there, in the dugout

with you, in the good ol' days. Learningas

you taught me and my comrades,

clad in dark heat black, the love of the game our game.

And it was you who gave me the power

to slice the air with a stick

of aluminum, nearly as large as I.

The spitting and fence grabbing, the endless high

fivesand the yelling. Boys being men.

It was you who introduced me to the music

of the sweet sound of contact the bat

whooshing through the air to greet

the sizzling stitches, cutting through the cold breeze.

Speedycurveballs breaking down, like a hip-hop DJ.

The crimson, stitching it's magic in the air,

while white bullets break sonic speeds,

harmonizing with the hollow chants

of childhood fans.It was you who taught me

to never give upin the bottom of the seventh,

down by nine and even more in spirit.

Your words, ringing chords to my one good ear,

making marks in the dirt.

Digging,digging down, deep down,stare-down to the finish

and the ball charged home,like a train running late under the lights.

The bat you taught me to swingmade music you taught me to hear,

and the white, leather-bound ball of cork

soaredinto the golden heavens,

having conversations with the eagles.Car horns, clapping,

cleats tip-tapping.

The music you taught me to hear.

THANK YOU DAD!

___________________________________________________________

da ! dabiz pun pasal father's day . gagaga ! wanna noe wat . im late for werk . hymphh ! tk sot per . ter-overshot . actullay i promise freida tat i wanna reached werk at 4.30 before the rtye tymin tat i've to werk which is at 5pm . but dah terlambat . i wake up , straight away grab my hse fone and called freida . i told her tat i'll reached around 6.30 but janji melayu . sampai kul 7.30 . freida mengamuk nah sey . but still i've done a good job she say . happienye ! hees . Ah ! i forgot . ah'deq also follow me to my werk placed . i told her not to follow but still degil . so she waited fer me till closin . i pity her alot . SEHATI SEJIWE katekan . thanks alot yaw! hmm , pat keje ribot ah siol . yelah . father's day ryte . some of the family celebrating the buf'dae and so on lah . hees . after done the closin and everytin , lyke as per-normal we will sit at 1 table and eat together. it was very fun . finish eatin changed to home cloths , we went back home . if kak ida have . abang will send us home . tady we ton at BOON KENG . tired siol ! ah ! gini lah story nye pat BOON KENG . when we reached dere , kite umpe amar . together with me is baby and ah'deq . jumpe amar pat blk 18 nye pondok. we sat there chit chattin b'coz lama siol tk umper amar . make jokes . amar angry wif me pasal aku janji melayu . kesian die hees . skali bbual pasal v and faizal lak . amar ckp v and faizal langar dorangnye tagging tyme . stupid . smlm faizal and v . nari v sorang pasal beach party . haizz ! i was so shocked sheyy ! typ up to dem . im sick and tired to noe baout their lyfe . masok pun dorang ! bodoh pun dorang ! main lagau jer ! da mendak duduk sane kite g tmpat pot biase oppisite blk 19 . tunggu batu . bbual-bbual ah . about 1 hr later gi blk 19, 6 story me and ah'deq mit bibik and everyone dere . i looked at bibik's face . i noe she still angry with me and 'ah'deq so i just keep quite till she tok to me . sit dere listening to their jokes and before i forget its bibik bufdae ! HAPPY BUF'DAE BIBIK . SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR DAM MURAH REZEKI YER ! AMIN ! back to the topic . half and hour later if im not wrong abg sam skedong naek a . i was so shock . i quickly took off ma eyebrown peircing . if not i kena sia . he walk towards me and pukul me . in ma head tats so much question . y he kick me ?? skali check-check bibik bilang pasal steam gum ah . kick me and go down back . den come back again . when he came back i walked off but he tahan me . but i still walked . he follow me and pulled me to one side . die bbual asl aku kene uat gini pat bibik ? aku diam jer . nak cakap aper kan !! he adviced me not to do tiz and tat . it ws so touchin tat i cry . i dun wanna show but i noe wat he said its right . he treat me as his own daughter as he noe tat aku kurang kasih sayang dari parent aku . so he pity me . he tok to me dgn tangan jln sey . yes ! i deserved it ! haiz ! cutshort the story . after he tok to me i went down sit woth budak - budak kecik . den at 6 o'clock bibik come down and we went back home . haiz . penat sey !!! thanks abg skedong for oyur adviced . i'll keep tat in ma heart . i;ll prove euu tat i will changed .

▌║▌║єяяα xiαо RETRO HYRA▌║▌║

noting to do . here i am

2009-06-19T14:21:00.000-07:00

▌║▌║єяяα xiαо RETRO HYRA▌║▌║

hymph aper eyh! after come back from home . lepak-lepak lah kan. asyik makan-makan until most of the people tegur me tat im back to my fatty boom -boom dayzz !! ooppss ! hees . tkder kejer , eat lah . stupid ! lyke as pernormal i will clp ah'deq house. my second hse . kwang3 ! kite da mendak and it was my first try to SNIZZ GLUE sia ! most of the tyme slalu ambek power kan . ni ambek ko . isap GUM siot . makin rabak arh hidop aku . cut short the story . da HIGH kan skali tak sadar ah bibik masuk bilik dgn batang penyapu . i was shock sia . she beat her . hymph . i tried to stop her but i;ve no power to stop her . so yarh ! i grab the broom . but still she continue using her hand . wat to do ! tak boleh salahkan saper-saper . its our fault . so we get it ! hymphh ! nasib kater kan ! next day goin to work . i fight wif baby sia . nak bbual karet dgn aku siot ! pikir aper siak ! bbual tk ikhlas aper lagik . aku hot ah . dier da letak phone terus aku msg die ckp " tkyh bbual karet dgn aku ah . aku dtg kejer ah . sakit-sakit pun aku dtg ah pmpn . once aku da sampai , ko bleh jalan ah . tak pandang muke mcm kaw ah pmpn . " bbual mesty kene start zaman MINAHREP aku alek . slame ni aku terlalu lembut drng pijak kepale. da tkleh ang's ah joy ! haizz . but now aku nak maju alek ugk . hees . i dun care wat people say . its ma type . i'm tiz way . can't changed . ni fact nye bbual ah ! klu aku biadap ngan mak bapak aku , takkan dgn org luar tkleh . klu drng respect aku . aku rspect korang eyh ! klu korang baek , aku baek . tpy tkmo ular kepale dua kay guys ! depan laun . blang lain . pat tu cmfirm kene eyh ! malaz ah nak type . gtg yaw ! muarkz !

everyday ; lyfe suck.

2009-06-14T17:28:00.000-07:00

sorie yaw dudes, i've been busy tiz few days . as i'm woking full tyme fer tiz moment. tat is y i did update ma blog. hees . i mish ma bestie , ma hobby and more ma shoppin tyme . hymph . der !! tukar arghh topic . so bored .

AH ! at werk . . . most of the tyme i will be late for work . it takes me tyme to siap . wake up early and late for work . but it onli 15 min jer . DER !! and i'll will find a way to msg ma supervisor tat i'll be late for work . its easy . i will msg her tiz way , " SITI HERE , FREIDA TODAY I'LL BE LATE FOR WORK . I GOT MONEY PROBLEM . MY MOM HAVEN'T COME BACK FROM HOME. I HOPT YOU UNDERSTAND AND EXCUSE ME . THANK YOU . C YA LATER." easy ryte ?? gagagagag .... dere's many tings happen at ma werk place . so yarh! i hate when it come to the worst part where i must serve the MATSALLEH. it's so annoying . they will keep smilling at me and when they walk off they will asked fer ma numba. dere's one tyme i serve one of thr arab costumer . he just ordered a PEACH LAZZIZA . so i served hyme . about 15mins later he asked fer the bill . so i gave hyme . the drinks cost 4.50buck. he gave 10buck . and a changeg of 5.50bucks . he didn't take his change but gave it to me as ma tips of the day and more he gave me his numba . in ma heart say " YUKKS !! SAPER LAH NAK LAKI GINI WALAUPUN KAYA . YANG PENTING AKU NAK ADALAH ORANG YANG AKU SAYANG DAN TUNGGU WALAUPUN PAHIT" tats only i tink not more . so i juz yaya papaya wat he say with a hand sign . yo ! so irrittating . hymph .. ang tiz one tyme too , i was washing dishes at the kichen when lia came to me " titi , ko pakai ape tangkai siak ?? sampaikan byler ko start keje sini mesty jer ader laki MATSALLEH mintak numba kaw ?? " i was blured at tat tyme so i said " yo ! maner ader pat kaki aku " hahahaha ! so stupid of me . ryte ?? den lia laugh

"hahahahah" and said "kaw belo per ?? ku cakap kaw pakai aper tangkai ?? den i said " otak kaw , kaw pikir aku terdesak nak carik jantan .. tak mcm kaw .. batu jer !! huahuauhua ! saper yang carik aku ?? " den lia said " the man outside at table 19 is finding fer eui. " i said " ala ! uat bodoh sua !" den lia go .hmm.. my otak blank arhgg ! let move to the next topic which is about BABY RIO ah eh ... saper lagik ?? baby ah!

eui noe wat baby changed alot since she stead wif batu . mepek kan ?? i hate how much she changed . bodoh siak . baby mentang- mentang buf'dae da lepas . da 18 kan den nak step kakak-kakak depan batu . nak bahasekan aku semua . menyampar siak. its not tat i hate her but she changed to forget frenw . she must the tyme which is divided by to 3 part . family , frewn n steady . but she's different . she only take the one part . which is fer batu . kental ah . dier eh !! minahrep baru nak naek arghh ! wat she mean wif all tiz saying take nak tarik diri dari budak-budak ? dulu warn aku name aku busuk .. check-check name die busuk pasal pentingkan konek matykan member . tak ker suar namenye . dalah nak kalet-kalet aku . eh! aku ader maruah diri . pandai-pandai aku arghh jage . nak jage tepi kain aku apasal . tak suke bbual terus terang . ni bilang orang dulu den aru nak tegur aku . kak yaya and most of the people da warn aku tkmo rapat nagn die , guess wat ?? i did it . pat keje tkder kawan tahu carik aku . dah alek keje terus umpe bat . ssh dyg ah . i appreciate her but sumtyme she make me confused for a sec . when i tink without her i couldn't get tiz job till now . thx fer tiz only! hah! ah'deq pernah cakap nan aku klw aku dapat tau kwa rapat ngan baby aku tkleh uat ape tapy ingt jgn menyesal taw . fer me wat for to kwn ngan otg cam baby. tk gune . tgu jer byler bat glkn die , mesty cari kite nye ! da lah eh ! malaz ah psal baby ! byk WORLD ! jage kain die buat ape kan ?? lebig baek pasal cite lain . NEXT PLS !!

140609 ; SUNDAY .. reach boon keng kul 2330pm . macam biase kak yaya and ah'deq jer pat bwh . abg-abg yang lain buat project lah . pot dorang ! guess where ?? ITS A SECRET LAH JOY !! hahahx. sorie dude . ni boon kang jer lah tau . hees . da sampai bbual -bbual . cut short the story, few hours after they done wat they r doin ah boy nagn abg mimi sampi blk 19 . sampai jer dorang bbual psl aper dorang buat kite pasang telinga jer . huahauhau. lepas tu izan nye turn . brape minit izan naek uma kirin. hyhp.. paling mepek nye part is ah bot irritated us so may tymes dgn word "huh" die jer . few hours again ah boy lapar den teman dier gi beli makan pat IMAN . die otak da sot pasal sumtink terpase layan kan die nye mepek . sampai jer IMAN. beli 3 prata telur . dua utk ah boy satu utk kak yaya. den ah boy nak air , ku tanye die nak akir aper dier jawab " tak tahu " aper lagi hantam aje lah . belikan die soya bean ! wawawa. da siap semua . kite belah . act lepas gi IMAN kene li kan ah'deq chocolate tpy ah'boy nye pemalaz , die malza nak jalan terus die grab tangan aku siol ! sial die. grab all the way. nak dekat reach blk 19 die ckp aper ntah pat aku den aku pekik :ah boy babi ah! " dgn cepatnye tangan die sepat buntot aku . i was so shock . "sial nye ah boy! " i shouted. i walk fast den reach at blk 19 i was save . sampai jer . kite makan sahre-share . dah habis makan contiue bbual ... tok tok tok and tiz 1 part kak yaya tibe-tibe bukak psl topic faizal . i wanna forget about hyme and out of sudden i feel the pain in ma heart hearin his name . mangkok siak aku ! bbual psl faizal belikan nuri x kesayangan die slipper . i felt jealous but wat fer ryte . so i just rilex and in ma heart fight fer the ryte . hymphh.. i realie do luv faizal but yeah . he still masih nak enjiy lyfe playboy sedangkan tyme da habis . so yarh . its okea. kak yaya said tu faizal nye x kesayangan . yang mintak break pun nuri b'coz faizal masih perangai adik-adik . sedabgkan nuri nye type kan kakak- kakak . ntah eh . waalllahhuallam . faizal masih nak die ker tk ni . vume tuhan ajer yang tahu bertapah sakit nye hati kau byler terdengar name faizal disebut . I SWEAR IN A NAME OF ALLAH I NEVA FORGIVE HIM AND HE NEVA GET A PROPER LOVE TO EVERY GIRL HE PLAYED WITH UNLESS HE CAME BACK TO ME AND SAY SARRY WITH THE BOOTOM OF HIS HEART DEN I WILL . if not till the end of his or ma lyfe neva will i . so much much tat neva will be erased !

puki ah

2009-06-14T17:26:00.000-07:00

malaz lah sial . da right panjang- panjang skali terback . sial ah .

those day [: bugis

2009-06-05T19:15:00.001-07:00

firstly , im sorie. it has been a long tyme i've neva updated ma blog . yelah ! da lamer tak balik uma kan . hees . . ! banyak lah bende terjady . it just tat too tired to type panjang- panjang kan . kwang kwang kwang . ni lah hari gi bugis . dapat gaji kan dan these day its ma sue day . paler pisang . kene fired! pasal tak gi keje . stupid . hari tu lah ma off day . cume wat . its ma foult and the manager fault . but nehmind ! hees . penat siot aku . tak tido satu hari nie . takper- takper , continue type . gi bugis shopping lah for tiz 7th jume . go club dok ! tak gerek per . haiz ! shopin punye shpin , naek letih so we find a place to sit . jyeah ! we eat , took pictured and laught at people ! so fuck of us ! noting to do yeah . so till here den . takaire.

lotsalove

retrohyra

aku rindu ko

2009-05-31T17:40:00.000-07:00

dudes:

so many things i wanna tell eui guy. haiz.. yesterday i serve one of the table. the costumer its the same as tat tyme. its a regular costumer. they make at bufdae party at ZAC'S CAFE which is at ma werk place.. hey . . before tat, tiz few day i must werk full tyme! wah!! lyke hell sia.. knape byk-byk aku. [mentang mentag dorang tahu dulu aku waitress abih take advantage siot!] PEHPUSAT! get back to the costumer, satu laki tu handsome siot! aku nampak pun cair siak. dier keep on sunyum pat aku. den one of the sedare jap jap cakap berkenang. aku paisey sia. alahai! knape lah dorang buat aku malu.. suar btul.. hypmh.. pendek cite da laek keje mcm biase boon keng jgk! huahuahua. lepak sampai last bus.. da nak alek bibik tahan.. mangkuk! terpakse tunggu.. bibik kate alek kul 1.30, aku tgu sampai 2.30.. tgu lagik sampai ferst bus.. haiz!! nehmind.. its okea! malaz ah nak type.. and ba tat asl aku turun boon keng jer mesty aku rindu faizal.. seriously aku tk dapat lupekan ko faizal! busuk busk ko jugak.. ko uat aku hapi. and remember.. wat eui do to me and kechiq monster, i swear to ALLAH i neva forgive eui until eui relise and say sorie to me with all ur heartz and tats me. try me.. aku lembut lembut tak semestinya aku kasi muke.. ingat ni RETRO HYRA siot!! now i've changed.. ingat1 wat goes around cum around! and bersumpah ko takkan setia nan pompan mane mane yang ko contact. tuhan akan balas semuanya! amin! ni mulut aku masin comfirm jady!!

lotsalove hyra!

my drugs

2009-05-29T13:14:00.000-07:00

THE PHOTO

yesterday

2009-05-29T08:47:00.000-07:00

HYRA ;

lyke normal , yesterday go to werk . tiring. but quite fun . supervisor not in so yaw . aper lagi take advantage la eyk ! hehehe ! werk until closing . wah ! gyler bab , kene angkat bende- bende ! WTH ! malaz siot ! but neh mind as long as its a halal money i ok go jer ! kwang ! after doing the closing , go and change and yah turn BOON KENG ! lepak nan nonet, abg , abg sam skedong , gaffa and bibik . itu pun skejap psl nak jum ma bestie amar and baby rio punye lurp . hees.... abt half and hour gi lah umpe amar semua . si naz sundal pun ader . peh sot! benci aku . after all it was a tiring day . duduk duduk bbual nan amar psl V and faizal . itu mesti comfirm nye si amar bbual . da bbual naek letih lak aku . baring lah. tired . alek keje terus ton lak tu ! waduh ! hahahah!! baing keje kacau nan amar and naz . peh sot ! kay nehmind i gave den face . but they boiled me up ! so aper lagik pekik ah ! kay . baring alek , they play wif fired and pun at ma leg . i kept quiet again . den again they repeat the same thing wen i going back to clp. kene bully siak aku ! peh puki ! kasi lemak shuke siak dorang ! sot terus bangun ah! kejar amr and naz ! kasi dorang penampar den dorang kasi alek ! terus dorang tolak pat bush kene tajam . ADOI! kkies tkper ! aku terus duduk den bareng . den tibe tibe airmata keluar sey. tpy step step cakap ngantok ah . but actually mmg arh . den bangun cume rehatkan ma head on ma lap . yaw! tat pat i felt realie tired and angry i staryed to cry all the way . to [revent fram they swa me criyng i stand up i talk to baby i wanna go toilet . skali batu nampak . i walk as fast as i could but den baby chase me up . i still continue runnig until baby pulled ma help to stop me from running. yo . so i've to stop . she said wat happen . so i told her the hold story . she said she understand me . she also scold me for beind to soft hearted . yah ! tats me if euu wanna noe ! i tried to be more aggresive but i cant! hmm. . . we when to the toilet , i wash ma face and walk back to the place we sat ! da dtg alek semau org ngok aku siot . step ketawe lah aku . hehehe . batu lah gi lang drng aku cry . hees.. malunye. i cried not b'coz ofwat. iwas so tired and they keep disturbing me n ckit2 kate ni lah bdk boon keng. so wat! konek siat. brape minute gitu duduk2 den patah alak pat blk 19 ngan bibik semau. kite main game semua . den abt 8 , we go pasar and makan and nonet . nonet treat me . thx yaw! sambil makan kite bbual psl tdy . she said to me tat she pity fer me . sape yang tak kesian kn?? hees . . . she said i must jdy garang wlu mcm aner pun. org nak kate aper kate jer . she gave me the support 1 and yeah . i listen to her . wah ! pnt siat nak type ! cut short the story , aku akan buat aper yg aku nak . biar jahat nampak jangan tak . ni word aku cakap apt mak n bapak aku ! klu nk jahat, jahat terus ! btul btul btul ?? hymphh!! da gitu alel tido. and fer today gi keje lmbt siot ! overslept! heheh! ni lah aku. ton jer mesty lmbt ni lah tu lah . alahai ! jumpe bay straigt pat keje dier citekan amar rase guilty psl kacau2 aku ! biar dier rase ! pasal dier tahu aku nye org macam aner ! aku syang die siot!

why am i born in tiz werl ; ntah eyh

2009-05-28T01:06:00.000-07:00

s Hyra lah !

eylo guys out dere! hymph! two day i neva update my blog! stupid! sorie i'm bz workin ryte nw! yeah ! yeah ! yeah ! aper eh ! during e ferst week of ma trainin.. boleh mampus ! kaki nk patah ! ramai costumers.. macam sial dorang ! ass hole ! baby rilekz jer.. suar! i werk until 11. lyke hell! after werk macam biase lepak BOOK KENG! lepak-lepak , den nonek bbual psl dier duduk nan faizal n semua pat mufiz . nonet citekan psl faizal mulut sial cite buruk pasal aku! peh sot otak aku ! piir klakar aper dier ! byk-byk agik ah ! sot siak den smlm lak rilek jer pat werk! costumer can count by hand ! hapie dok ! aku jage dlm , baby jage luar ! makan ayam all e way kite dua ! BOSS takder per! take advantage ah ! kwang3 ! at about 10 plus ader dua laki walk pass tmpt keje aku. hansome la tu ! den one dem nak kenal kenal dok !

gtg ah!!

malaz ah type

today

2009-05-25T08:30:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey

it has been a long tyme i didn't have any blog. tiz is ma ferst tyme im makin it back . stupid blog! make me stress. Anw, today im workin! but i did'nt go to work n skool coz im havin a high fever . kepale ckit peh berat. sampai muntah-muntah . baby mrh siak pat aku ! aku bukan paitao . tpy da sakit tkkn nak gy keje kn ? haiyo ! nonet pulak aku nk cnct dier ckit peh ssh ! maner dier hilang pun gue enggak tahu dong! jyeah ! i gtg . otak da blank !